清香 (harujongin) wrote in writetomyheart,
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[team one] pillow talk

this was written in a rush in a half asleep state since i didn't want to skip, so please excuse any odd expressions ><

His hands find their way to Jongin’s waist almost automatically. It's a natural action by now – his hands moving to their rightful place by Jongin's hips when they lie in bed.

"Are you still upset?" Sehun whispers and noses along Jongin's nape. There is no reaction from the other apart from the barely audible gasp, but that is enough for Sehun to know that his boyfriend is wide awake and only pretending to be asleep. And this wouldn't be the first time.

"Don't be," Sehun murmurs and presses his lips against Jongin's sensitive skin, happy to draw another gasp. "I didn't skip dinner with you on purpose, baby. You know I never would, right?"

Jongin doesn't move. His body stays rigid on the bed, and that should be a sign for Sehun to give up. After all, Jongin is never this stubborn when he tries to appease him. But Sehun doesn't give up. He won't be able to sleep if his boyfriend stays mad at him. He would rather like them to make up so they both can fall asleep peacefully with happy thoughts in mind.

"Nini," Sehun tries again and lets his hands wander to tickle the bare stretch of skin that is neither covered by Jongin's sweats, nor his T-shirt. That action seems effective, as Jongin starts to laugh and swat at his hands. Maybe he is not as upset as he shows.

"Will you talk to me now?" Sehun asks and stops his ministrations.

Jongin sighs softly and sits up. This is another habit, a quirk Sehun knows all too well. Jongin must have something on his mind that he would like to share, and whenever it's not light, happy things, he can't lie down but needs to sit up and face Sehun to talk.

"Sehun," Jongin starts, but bites down on his lip. Sehun doesn't urge him to talk and just waits patiently, by now sitting upright as well, one hand placed on Jongin's knee to pat and caress it, a motion that is supposed to calm Jongin down and help him relax.

"I was thinking about us," Jongin whispers. "And don't get me wrong – I love you a lot – but I can't stand staying at home and waiting for you to return every day and night. I really hate that."

"And?" Sehun prompts when Jongin quietens down all of a sudden. He is fearing for the worst. What if Jongin wants to break up with him for the sole reason of feeling neglected because Sehun has been busier at work lately? Is Jongin suspecting him of cheating him because of that?

"And I want to start working again," Jongin says.

Sehun stares at him, speechless for a moment, before he barks out in laughter. Jongin's frown only makes Sehun laugh harder, tears already gathering at the corner of his eyes.

"Sehun!" Jongin huffs and slaps Sehun's arm. "Stop laughing. This is not funny. I'm being serious here."

It takes another moment for Sehun to stop. He is smiling widely at his boyfriend's irritated expression, wanting nothing more but to coo at the adorableness of the sight, but refrains from it. Jongin doesn't like being made fun of, and although Sehun isn't doing that, cooing might make Jongin feel as if he wasn't taking seriously.

"Baby," Sehun says instead. "I never told you to stay at home. You're free to go outside and work, as long as you don't bare your skin to the whole world."

Jongin had worked as model prior to their relationship, and when he started dating Sehun, he still had some fashion shows and magazine shootings. As their relationship progressed, Sehun had made it clear that he was a jealous man – that he would not like seeing Jongin's half naked body (or almost naked body, only clad in underwear) - shown to the whole world. It was enough to have old pictures of Jongin posing like that, but he would never agree with new photographs of underwear model Kim Jongin. His boyfriend had decided then that it was time to break off his career anyways, and Sehun had supported that, thinking Jongin didn't like continuing. But as he learns now, Jongin had just been unsure, thinking that Sehun didn't want his boyfriend to be exposed to the media, and subsequently, the world at all.

"Continue modeling if it makes you happy," he repeats.

"Are you sure?" Jongin asks, and Sehun nods.

"I'm not dating you to keep you at home like a trophy," he whispers and pulls Jongin down to lay back in bed, their warm bodies cuddled close together.

"Okay," Jongin whispers and Sehun thinks they can finally go to sleep now, but then the other pipes up again.

"You know, there's another thing I want to talk to you about," he starts, and Sehun groans in agony. It seems like their pillow talk isn't ending anytime soon.


it's your turn, eoryndal :)
Tags: *team one, fandom: exo, love ranger: kaiohtic/harujongin
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